U know it seems unfair right when you always try to be there for people but they are never there for you..thats how i felt when i was driving back from malacca 12 o clock in the morning.Im partially dissapointed with someone i used to call a bestie.deep down in my heart im dissapointed that u pushed all thoose words and comments to me without even asking me about it.u simply assumed everything and that already questioned what our friendship is about.I distanced myself for you for a while because i just dont want to get into another arguement with you not because im busy backstabbing you to other people.After everything can one small thing said by a person you hate so much change your perspection towards me.If so then i dont think i can be that same person for you in the future.btw i think ive tried to be there for you when you were always down but when were ever there for me..its always been about you and your personal agendas.everytime i talk to you about stuff in my life you would always change the topic and you like to just shut me off..ive always made drastic measures to give u support and motivation even when i know it could make you pissed at me but i had good intentions but have u ever even gave me support and appreciation over anything? u choose to praise and follow thoose who hurt you.i choose to write this post because i know if i tell you in person you wont listen.that day when i was explaining to you on the phone i dont htink you were even listening ..you were more intrested in talking bout that new guy of yours.im getting tired of getting hurt for the wrong reasons so after you read this i want what action you will take..if you do really appreciate me as a friend why dont u show it now for a change..if i read a post on your blog that relates something about me then i know its time to move on and this friendship means notthing to you.
On the other hand im glad i had that long drive back ..it gave me time to think about everything that happened between me and the bestie and this other girl who i had interest in..its okay if you want to avoid me after this.ill just have to pull myself toghether with friends help or even by myself because life has to move on.
